I wonder...

what it would be like, to stop caring so much. to just let go and do all the things that I've wanted to do. to not sit and analyse the consequences of certain actions. to not feel guilt, or shame, or disappointment. though preferably, I'd like for time to stop. It'd be nice to put a pause on life for a while, give everyone some time to process what they're doing with their lives. I for one, am completely lost.

imploded a little today.

feeling like I'm doing wrong.

God please, bring the sun back out.