again

Can't say I didn't expect this when I opened my door. but still, WHY?

Sigh, Merry Christmas. again.

okay

One thing that irks you, that doesn't sit right with you and you strike out at everything. everyone.

yes, I know you're disappointed. as if you don't tell me enough.

so very tired of constantly having to fill in the blanks myself.

this is why I run

you.

the one guy who's been a constant in my life for the last few years.

the one I stare at the time for.

the one I let myself lean on.

and now you've disappeared too.

I feel like its my fault,

but I can't say I understand it.

I don't know where you've gone,

or if I'll get you back.

All I know is that I miss you.

The days are lonelier.